Another day of being medicated! I hate taking pain meds, I feel so loopy! I was up and down all night, could't sleep. I hate nights like that. Got up fairly early and started cleaning my dining table off, which had became the catch all when we did our living room floor a couple months ago. It's not like there was much to clear, but I didn't know where to put anything, so I just left it there. My husband was not happy. We never have a sit done dinner anyways because he works second shift, and drives 72 miles one way. So I am always alone in the evening.
Right now I am frustrated with my life. As you can see from my earlier blogs, I have been through a lot. I am having problems managing what I can do, compared to what I used to be able to do, and shouldn't do anymore. Ughh... I hate the fact that I can't do certain things without paying a major price for it! I do things I am not suppose to do, just to prove to myself that I am able to be functional! But I always pay for it for a few days! It gets so fustrating, and sometimes my husband really doesn't get it. So therefore an argument insues and it is just draining. I just say ok, and give in because I don't have the energy to argue. I feel at times it is pointless.
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